|I suffer from Bipolar Disorder, Generalized Anxiety Disorder, and a mood disorder. I take 60 mg of duloxetine (generaic for Cymbalta) and 300 mg of lamotragine (generic for Lamictal) for these conditions. I am doing much better now after a rough year of dealing with depression, praise God! I wrote this dark poem to let others who suffer from depression know they are not alone and I know how it feels to become suicidal. My heart goes out to anyone who has to deal with this dreaded disease (yes, that is what it is!). It is a chemical imbalance in my brain that I did nothing to cause. Apparently, my brain doesn't produce enough dopamine. Mental illness is a disease just like heart disease!~|
COME HOMETo me, you're such a treasureCOME HOME by Rjet33
You give me so much pleasure
In the many little things you do
What would I do without you
I love the way you hold me in your arms
Showering on me your many charms
Your soft tender kisses blow me away
I daydream of us many a day
When you make love to me it feels so right
I go to bed thinking of us almost every night
Come home my darlin' please make it soon
I need your touch, it sends me to the moon
Your eyes, like the stars, twinkle and shine
From your soft hair to your feet, you're so divine
When you look into my eyes I realize I'm done for
The way you touch me makes me crave you more
The effect you have on me is second to none
You are my shining star and my morning sun
Come home my darlin please make it soon
I love how your touch sends me to the moon
© 2016 Suzanna Jayne Mullinsi
EgoYou may have broken my heart but you didn't break me!Ego by Rjet33
With all your alibis and lies how could I not see,
A wolf in sheepskin is exactly what you are;
I should have known things weren't up to par.
You came off as being most caring and kind;
I still don't believe I could have been so blind.
You promised me love and lots of pleasure,
Giving me compliments just for good measure.
When better offers began to come along,
You stopped singing our sweet love song.
You didn't even offer an explanation,
If the way you've treated me is any indication;
I am much better off if that's what love is to you.
Forgive me for saying but you don't have a clue!
You don't care whom you hurt as long as you get what you want--
Other women feed your ego and at you themselves flaunt.
My how well you're able to cover your bad behavior;
So many women look to you as if you're their saviour.
I'm so glad I found out what you are when I did!
I thank the good Lord now, goodbye is what you bid.
I feel for the many women w
AN OBSERVATIONI have fought wars that left me bathed in scarsAN OBSERVATION by Rjet33
Some are on the outside, most are on the inside
My scars are numerous just like the many stars
My heart and head only seem to collide
I have learned I can no longer trust my heart
It leads me down paths I no longer wish to travel
When I followed its lead, my life was torn apart
Each time I'd watch my life begin to unravel
So from this point on, I will listen to my head
It leads me to the path I need to travel down
When I followed my heart, I almost wound up dead
I tried to keep my head above water so I'd not drown
I have always heard that one should follow their heart
But doing so has not worked so well for me
My heart gets too emotional whereas my head is smart
Perhaps in following my head, I will finally be set free
© 2016 Suzanna Jayne Mullins
WHAT A TRIPYour sex appeal is quite notably strongWHAT A TRIP by Rjet33
Pass me another hit from the bong
No better friends have I been among
We’ve danced and partied all night long
This weed is knocking me for a loop
You are new among our friendly group
Wonder which of us gave you the invite
Been fighting your animal magnetism all night
The weed is starting to take control
I see you looking into my very soul
My clothes are gone, I’m naked and afraid
Yours are gone also, you’re prepared to invade
You run a finger down my trunk—
I watch my skin split wide open
Using both hands, you pull it apart
To see inside me what is broken
I watched your hand in amazement—
You reached in and took out the dark
I turn and look around behind me
As a friend has started to bark
I look back at you—
You’re holding my dirty black heart
Your hand is somehow glowing
As you pull my dark heart apart
You touched it with your glowing finger
For there is no time
|My Photography, Drawings, and Writing.|
Hello! Welcome to my DA site! Photography and writing are my passions. I just got my first DSLR in October 2010, a Canon EOS Rebel T2i complete with zoom lens (55-250mm). I love photographing the moon, trees, clouds, old buildings, sunsets, and so much more! I feel that Nature is God's canvas. It is He who inspires me. I am blessed to be able to capture His beauty through my lens. I write under my own name and my pen name, so both are my writing.
Current Residence: Alabama
Favourite genre of music: Gospel
Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams
Favourite style of art: Photography
Operating System: Windows 8
Favourite cartoon character: Scooby Doo
Personal Quote: Life is what you make it! Always reach for the stars!